| fuck y0u and fuck y0ur t0wn cuz ivE g0t drEAms..im g0nna c0nquEr thE w0rld :-P |
[May. 2nd, 2004|09:19 pm] |
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| |  nervous | ] |
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| | Die Trying- Conquer the World | ] |
ehh last nite fuckin sucked lol...
me celie chris and micha went outside till like 1245 lol and juss chilled..lots of shit happend and it was kinda sad lol..but ya my mom got pissed at celie and fuckin made her mom cum and ger her..i felt so bad..ive never seen someone so sad..nor have i seen n e one so scared..im so0 sorry celie! and i love ya!! i hope u feel better...and to chris..we do love u and we dont want u to get hurt!!! :-D
today i chilled with micha and chris for like a hour then i had to leave and help bonnie get shit outta storage..haha i got a fuckin old fasion wheel chair its chill..my dad yelled at me tho cuz i was fuckin w it lol..we picked up steph on the way back and we went to my house..me and her went to have a cig in the park..lol then i let her ride in the wheel chair and i guess i pushed her a "little" bit to hard lol and the chair totaly spun in a circle and she fell and ate shit..haha it was the funniest thing ive ever seen..we got up and looked at the chair and it was completely upside down..that was the best thing ever lol..as we were walking back..sum little boy called us crazie so we were juss like mk lol then the next thing we kno we get into the house and look over the wall and that stupid lil boy is lying on the ground cuz his friend threw a fuckin ball at his head haha and then as hes lying there a random cop flys thru the park and doesnt even notice him like half dead on the floor..haha it was funni..its that karma shit i tell u lol..welp now im juss sittin here w nothing to do..
..this whole moving shit is pissing me off its getting to the point where i cant even find my damn toothbrush lol..i didnt realize it till tonite, that im moving in pretty much 2 weeks..im scared :-(...iono i think its gonna suck juss waking up in some other town and looking out the window and seeing some other fuckin town..grr..i dont like this at all.......
im out like stephanie in a wheel chair..haha
wE d0nt livE by thE rulEs And thAt will nEvEr chAngE.. |
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| 1,2 fredies cumin for yu..3,4 better lock yur door..5,6 pick up a stick and beat the shit outta him! |
[May. 1st, 2004|11:15 pm] |
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welp welp welp
today was boring kinda..i had a softball game and celie juss sat there in the scortching sun and watched me play for like 2 hours lol..then we got back and saw chris behind my house lol..we chilled w him for a while and then we went to the mall..celies mom picked us up and took us back home...............................
nowww...me and celie are juss chillin here..were gonna go outside soon and chill with chris and micha! yulp yulp fun shiat..then iono what were gonna do....
:-D ill talk to yu cool kiddos later...
later masterbater...
..im going to kill yu.. |
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| l0vE..an0thEr f0rm 0f suicidE.. |
[Apr. 29th, 2004|09:03 pm] |
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| |  aggravated | ] |
| [ | music |
| | hoobastank-out of control | ] |
today was boorrrinnngg...
i went to the park after skool..fun shiat rite there..my mom came and got me when i was faded outta my brain and she culd prolly tell..but i juss told her i was tired lol..after skool steph came over but then she juss left and went to see travis cuz they havnt chilled in a while..so0 i juss sat at home and did nothing the whole day cept get bitched out by my aunt and mom..fuck them their stupid..i hate all this moving shit..its makin me so depressed..and i only really wanna see one more person b fore i go..but i havnnt heard from them in like 3 weeks..so there goes that idea..tomorrow i have no clue what im doing..prolly go to the mall..ive got nothing better to do with my life..
im out kiddos..
I wAnna fEEl the wAy y0u mAke mE fEEl whEn I'm with y0u
I wAnna bE the 0nly hAnd, y0u nEEd t0 h0ld 0n t0
It sEEms I'll nEvEr gEt t0 cAll y0u mine. .
hi eric..i love ya buddy lol |
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| •WhAt Do YoU Do WhEn It FeElS LiKe ThE WhOlE WoRld HaS TuRnEd ThEiR BaCkS?• |
[Apr. 27th, 2004|09:13 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  excited | ] |
| [ | music |
| | No Sex- Limp Bizkit | ] |
today was weird lol
i went to the park at around 3 and juss chilled with steph, tia, dustin and robert..we smoked sum shiat lol it was cool..but then i see bonnie like drive around this corner like a wild banshee and shes like theres a cop at the house and i was like ohh shiat lol..im all faded and im scared imma bout to go see a cop and imma get arrested lol..so i made bonnie take me to carls jr to sober up a lil bit..we get home and the cops not there lol..i dont think shes gonna show back up..thank the lord.. :-D
today me and steph went to the mall after that lil confusion..we only saw shane there..who was drunk off his ass and throwing grass around lol..wen i sed bye to him i think it was the slap in the face that had me lol..i love ya shane lol..
fook ya imma get my N*p*l* done on thursday! one of my homays is gonna take me! im so excited lol..im gettin it professionally done..cuz everytime ive tried..its gone to hell in a basket..so im excited about that lol..
welp im out like i boner in sweatpants..
YoU KnOw YoU GoT It..AnD ItS JuSs WhAt Im LoOkInG FoR :-P |
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| EvErY StEp YoU TaKe. .ReMiNdS Me Of ThE DaY. .yOu WaLkEd AwAy. . |
[Apr. 26th, 2004|10:18 pm] |
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| | before im dead- Kidney Thieves | ] |
This is my new wonderfull journal..juss to let yu kno how my pittifull life is going :-D
as some of yu kno i have to move to arizona in like..2 weeks lol..i thot it kinda sucked..my whole summer sucked ass..lol..so much shit went on..so many changes..ive become some other person..sum 1 older and more mature about shit thats goin on..maybe its cuz, sum shit went on that made me think, lifes not a game, but more than a thin line between pleasure and pain..
it all really started when my bro went to jail for 4 months..he almost got 7 years..thank god..he means the world to me and it kills me to kno that he has to sit in some camp for a few months and i dont have him here to talk to and to look up too for a while..but it a way..hes still there watching out for me even tho hes 2 hours away..in a way..i kno hes okay..and he'll be fine cuz hes strong..
fuck all these stupid fake people..im walkin around and seeing all these dumb ass chicks cuttin their wrists..wtf..lol sum people have noooo fuckin idea what the hell there getting into..they have no clue what real pain is..people in real pain dont go around and fuckin show yu there scars or cuts..people who do..are juss looking for attention..i jus wanna say "what yu wanna fuckin cookie for each cut yu have??" watever..fuck them..what they dont see is that it doesnt matter how deep yu cut..n e spot, yu culd cut yurself and bleed to death..and then yur fucked..but i guess in the end they get what they want..they got the fuckin attention they crave...fuckers...
..i feel as if im loosing all my friends..it sucks in a way cuz im movin and i feel like im leaving a big part of me behind..but in another way..i feel as if no one gives a shit..but thats fine with me..they dont have to care..so i guess what im saying..is that im alright with moving, cuz i can start over were im wanted lol..Celie Steph Tia Kari Katie and Kelly! yu guys are my best friends and i love yu all so0 much..ill be sure to cum back out here and see yu guys..we'll party like fuckin druggies lol
ill update later..
peace out fools..
..NeVeR GiVe YoUr HeArT tO SoMeOnE wHo DoEsNt ThInK oF yOu As A pRiNcEsS.. |
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